Everything is alright, yea everything is just fine

band

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 03:36:36 GMT

So I think I'm going to be in a new band, I'll be playing drums. If this works out I'm going to be so stoked. Keep tuned in.

dear livejournal

Sat, 15 Nov 2008 00:47:15 GMT

I have a mustache. haha

Take two

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 01:20:08 GMT

I swear this had some valid point when i was thinking about it earlier.

actually, no, I'm not going to express my idea about digital audio, because it barely even makes sense to me.

Well anyway, I got hired as an orientation leader for Columbia College. I'm so stoked on this, because they pay their OL's $2,250 for like a month and a half of work. I can pay rent for like 5 months with that. Plus I'll be working for event creative at $13.00 an hour, time and a half after midnight (most of the hours will be after midnight). So it really looks like I'm in a position to make a lot of money this summer, and that rules. I will be visiting CT from like may 17-june 20th and then again sometime in august and maybe in July. I also need to visit Alicia up in Boston, because I absolutely love Boston and Alicia. so its a win win. I don't know, everything has been looking up as of late. Knock on wood for me, eh?

Cheers

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 16:29:56 GMT

I go home tomorrow. I'm fucking pumped about that

College

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 18:24:13 GMT

College rules, my roommates rule, and my grades rule.
I have a boyfriend. But things are getting way too fucked up. Hence why I think it's probably not going to work out. He doesn't want to come over anymore, and ignores my text messages and phone calls. I know, I know, first world problems. But its highly irritating. Whatever, like half they guys here are gay so im sure theres someone else.
I need to stop smoking cigs, because they're 8 bucks out here. Its killing my bank account
I need to stop smoking so much weed, because a G is 20 bucks, and its also killing my bank account.
But, right now, I think I'm fine the way I am

so, i've been writing new songs lately

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 01:11:50 GMT

The subway is passing just outside
When I finally get to close my eyes
Try to get some sleep by counting sheep

And I know that somethings just not right
The sheep tell me wake up, wake up tonight
Theres a fire burning deep inside your mind

Though I feel as if you're calling me
And I sit upright just to see
A dark room, with nobody but myself

But you were sitting by your telephone
Far a call to come from the unknown
You're tired of sitting all alone
Just another restless night in your home

Theres a harshness in the dial tone
The line was busy or I wasn't home
But just press some keys, and you will get to me
Yea, just press some keys, and you will get to me

The subway was passing just outside
And I started to slowly close my eyes
Just try to get some sleep by counting sheep

so uhh

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 05:12:45 GMT

yesterday- i graduated. yay. i'm no longer in high school
today- my family put my dog down. i've had this dog since first grade. She was 11 and her name was Sunshine (sunny for short). She developed diabetes about 8 months ago, was blind because of that, and could barely walk for the same reason. I know we did the right thing so she wouldn't suffer. but I sure am going to miss her.

ugh

Fri, 23 Feb 2007 13:50:30 GMT

everyone TRASHED my house last night. ughhhh
this is why i dont throw parties often

silly rabbit

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 02:10:57 GMT

i like my new camera. a lot

ok. so i want a tattoo

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 01:21:22 GMT

so i want a tattoo, to get, eventually. sooooo i designed this. its simple, but awesome

so uhh

Mon, 13 Nov 2006 23:44:26 GMT

I havent had a cigarette in 9 days.
fuck yea

SATS!

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 02:57:31 GMT

i got a 1220 old score system
and a 1720 new system

FUCK YEA

and freakout

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 23:51:34 GMT

ok.
blah

theater is eating my life
id rather be working at the space
i havent had any cigarettes today
i just started a diet. i cant eat more than 1200 calores a day
im not going to get into college, because i cant motivate myself to get all the shit required filled out and whatnot

i have a headache
and i dont know what im going to be for halloween tomorrow.

but other than that, everything is cool

summer... wait no... work

Wed, 26 Jul 2006 04:25:18 GMT

just so you know, i have 3 jobs and im in 2 bands
when im not working or playing shows or having band practice, im finding shows to play/ or recording.
I DONT HAVE FREE TIME.

i really wish i did.
so if you feel like im blowing you off because you made plans with me back in the spring for the summer, im not, im just way to busy to be alive. but honestly, i dont care who you are, give me a call and keep me sane. I'm ushally free after midnight till about 9AM. entertain me.

PFTTTTTTTTT SLEEP
HAH

dont ever ask me this question

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 05:52:15 GMT

i got that at least 9 times today

ouch

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 16:43:37 GMT

so uhh i have to get x rays today. because i fucked up my back, and might have a broken spine lolz. it hurts a tad, and by a tad i mean a lot. so thats what im up to.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 01:39:56 GMT

YES SATs were fucking awesome
Verbal: 630
Math: 500
Reading: 530

Total on old system: 1130
Total on new system: 1660

im so fucking psyched!

book cover

Thu, 18 May 2006 00:33:06 GMT

comment on it, make your own. fun times

uhh yea

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 01:22:09 GMT

photoshop is back!

BAM!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 00:39:15 GMT

damn right

ummmm im bad at writing

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 19:03:39 GMT

yea, so im gonna write a novel. k? yea. heres the synopsis thing that i wrote (that thing that everyone skips in the beginning of a book a.k.a the prolouge)

http://glory_order.livejournal.com

I have friends i swear

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 23:03:27 GMT

Damn im cool...?

yea so i have friends... maybe

I've got to get out of here

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 19:08:54 GMT

I've got to get out of here before my head fucking explodes. I can't stand it anymore. It was absolutly miserable at school today and i had tests in 2/3 of my classes. All of which contained material that we didnt go over and or were told to study. so i know i did terrible on all of them. and when i actually do get something and try my hardest on it, it fucking blows up in my face. when i try hard on my fucking math tests and study for them, i cant seem to get above a 70. whereas the kids who sit near me and dont pay attention or study get at least 80s on them. ugh. and then i get home and my brother (who is just about 20) has yet to do anything productive. All he does all day is sit around and play video games for hours on end. He gets so envolved in them that he didnt notice that our trash cans had blown into the street, the pellet stove ran out of pellets, the mail came, the dishwasher finished it's cycle, and the dog needed to go outside. but dont worry, my parents will make me do all of this while my brother gets to sit on his ass and play video games. They give him so many fucking oportunities for work and to do what he wants, and then make me do everything. i want to know where my fucking oportunity is. where is my job in the family bisness at tony-john welding. where is my new car? where is my "you dont have a curfew". i cant fucking stand it anymore. im not even jelous of him i just want to know why they favor him so much and make me do everything for the both of us. Ok i get it, he was born 2 months premature. but hes fucking 20. he should be away at college... oh wait he was... he "didnt like it there" so he moved back home and goes to naugatuck valley community college twice a week and does nothing but play video games. i just want either him to move, or just have me leave. i cant stand it.